“Too Late”
The Indianapolis Times, Indianapolis, Indiana, September 9, 1892
She lies so still the livelong day,
She doth not move or speak;
The roses long have died away
Upon her dainty cheek.
I spoke her harshly yestermorn—
Her agonized surprise,
It haunts me now—and for my scorn
The lovelight in her eyes!
And now each bitter word I said
Accentuates my pain—
Each taunt I leveled at the dead
Has burnt into my brain.
Who is the wiser? I, whose feet
Must tread an earthly hell?
Or she who hears that welcome sweet,
"Fair spirit, all is well?"
Though God forgive me in His grace,
When I have "crossed the bar,"
When I shall meet her face to face
Beyond the morning star.
I dare not think that even there,
Within the gates of gold,
My soul will show to her as fair
As in the days of old.
The dear dead days of long ago,
Whose tale was told above,
When in our hearts we felt the glow,
The rosy dawn of love!